Saat musuh datang menyakiti
dan pergi meninggalkan luka
aku masih mampu berdiri
karena dorongan saudara dan saudariku

Namun, saat saudariku sendiri
datang menyakiti
goresan lukanya lebih dalam
daripada samudera terdalam

Akalku masih mampu menerima
mengapa sang musuh menyakitiku
Tapi akalku tak habis berpikir
saat saudraiku menusuk hatiku

Apa salah jika aku peduli padamu
Apa salah jika aku ingin kau berbagi padaku

Aku hanya ingin menjadi
sinar yang menerangimu saat hujan deras
tapi kau malah mencabik-cabik
matahari yang akan menerangimu

Aku lebih sedih lagi
saat kutahu ternyata
aku tak sendiri seperti ini

Sakit ini masih terasa
Hanya Allah Maha Pengubah Hati
yang mampu mengobatinya

Some story of this note is adopted from King Arthur and his Knights of the Round Table Books by Roger Lancelyn Green

First story

‘ When at Camelot King Arthur held a feast at Easter one night before his wedding. But before his knights of his court would be seated at long table in the hall, a great strife broke out between them as to where they should sit – for they counted it a greater honour to be near the head of the table than near the foot.
“ we shall amend this at Arthur’s wedding,” said Merlin when he heard of the quarrel. “ on that day I will set a table here in the hall which shall be the centre of the glory of Logres, a table whose fame shall live while the world endures.”
And on the wedding day, King Arthur and His Queen, Guinevere, came at last to banqueting hall, and there Merlin awaited them, standing before a great round table of stone and wood which filled it almost from side to side ‘

From above illustration we draw a conclusion that we must think smart and quick for avoid further problem. Like in this story, all the knights desire to seat near King Arthur cause they expected that a greater honours than seat far from the king. Because the knights had not wanted to yield, then happened a great strife. Then a wise wizard Merlin suggested to amend long table in the hall became a round table. Why must round table ? cause in a round, we can seat side to side and as we know round has equal diameter in everyside. All is same.

Second story

‘ one day an Archbishops met King Arthur in his hall, bringing important news. There were his knights at hall when Archbishops wanted to tell secret message for King Arthur and Archbishops asked King Arthur for command his knights to go out. But King Arthur refused it wisely and said “ There weren’t secret in this round table. My secret is my knights’s secret. All of knights of round table is know the secret.”’

From second story above we draw a conclusion, in every organization shouldn’t have secret at each people , its public, everyone is know the problem what the organization have is. We know that King Arthur’s author was not muslim. But from this book, we can know his mind is Islamic. He taught how to solve problem, how should be a realm, how should be we thinking when problem come. And if you read this book until the last page, you can draw a lot of learning for this life. So get the good side.

When Prophet Nuh AS checked every couple creature who entered his ship, suddenly he beheld an old man. He was alone.

“ And what’s your reason to enter my ship ?” said Prophet Nuh AS

“ I come to here for affect your followers. Their bodies may with you, but their hearts belong to me.” Said that old man, who in fact he was a satan

“ Get out of here, Hi Allah’s enemy.” Snapped Prophet Nuh AS

Satan was snarled, satan tried persuade Prophet Nuh with revealed some secrets.“ There are five things which can destroy mankind. I’ll tell you three things and I’ll hide two things.”

Then Allah asked to Prophet Nuh in order of he asked the two things which be hidden by satan. “ Tell me the two things!”

“ Two things which can destroy mankind are strong desire and covetousness. Because of covetousness, Allah curse me. And because of strong desire, Adam and Eve try to follow their desire until Allah chase away them from heaven to the earth.”

from satanic financial book

All of sin a man who die in syahid will be forgiven except his debt ( H.R Muslim )

Satan always persuade mankind to do the worst thing. And debt is the easy way to trap mankind in the sin. Not only make a sin, debt also can appear distrustful one another, it can break relation among people, even it can appear slay one another. Perhaps, that’s the reason why Prophet Muhammad SAW prohibit us to get owing. Quotation of hadits above is emphasize how to be sin people who die with debt unpay. Even Prophet Muhammad teach us a pray to avoid from debt.

Why people get owing ?

Some people get owing cause they have nothing to stay life. But another people get owing to fulfill their lifestyle. Just a little people get owing for investing or productive aim.

The first and second case above have potential to trap in debt. First case , they get owing or fulfill consumptive necessity , food and beverage, to buy some clothes,etc. and the worse is second case, their debt always increase just or tertiary necessity. For example someone buy a car whereas he just can pay or a motorcycle. Both are bad habitual, more outcome than income.

When it’s happen, people can’t control their financial, they can’t differentiate between necessity and desire.

This behavior getting worse when international global launch a card which can buy anything namely credit card. Every transaction with credit card is debt transaction. And it come damage to consumer. Why ?

First, user of credit card must pay interest

Second, user have a late payment fee

Third, we’re become addictive shopping cause shopping will be easy. and it has bad affect or us.

Imagine it. If we’re die but we still have much debt with Bank, we have paid a claim credit card yet. Then what will we meet in the hereafter ???

So I you have credit card, pay it on time. Okay

from satanic financial book

mengapa setiap orang
harus sakit karena cinta
padahal hakikat cinta itu
adalah cinta kepada Allah

Jika cintamu hanya untuk Allah
rasa sakit tak pernah kau dapati
Jika rindumu hanya untuk Allah
rasa merana tak pernah kau miliki

Jika kau mencintai seseorang
cintailah sekedar saja
Karean kau tak tahu
kapan kau berhenti mencintainya

Jika kau mencintai hanya karena Allah
maka cinta sejati telah kau miliki

Cinta itu tak berwujud
namun kita merasakannya
Begitu juga Allah, Allah tak berwujud
tapi kita merasakan-Nya

kesamaan itulah yang membuat
hanya Allah yang pantas dicintai